Objective Suicide

from Obituary by Movie Night

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lyrics

I wake up every morning
knowing I don't deserve to breathe
my dreams don't stay consistant
hope one day I don't open my eyes

I never call or write
to those I love
I try to stay clean
cause nothing helps me cope

straying away from killing types
drink away a sleepless night
killing time cause ending life
creeps closer every time i blink

why did i do the things i grieve
one more death for every week
losing friends off every drink
i wont stand for it no more

fall asleep on any seat
i hope one day i wake up dead
testing life any chance I seek
shaking and seeking sweet release

i'll wake up new, a different room
no more hospital beds
i'll love more often than i did in this life
Maybe next time I won't be forgotten

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from Obituary, released April 20, 2019

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