I Never Knew I Loved Myself Til My Head Hit the Concrete

from Obituary by Movie Night

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Chairs stacked high in every row
caution to traffic incoming, slow
resistance in my blood, IV inserted
crying and screaming like a circus

as everyone watches and laughs
whats the chance of me getting out
a merry go round of guilt and booze
is what everyones thinking, about

(SERENITY PRAYER)

MY GOD I WANT IT ALL TO BURN DOWN
CANT EXPLAIN IM NOT WELL
GOD I HATE THIS HEAT AND GOD I MADE MISTAKES
BUT DONT YOU DARE SAY YOU WERE AWAKE

AROUND MY TIMES OF DYING HEALTH
SELFISHNESS HAS PRICED ITSELF
BURN MY BRIDGES LIKE MY BIBLES
FALLEN CROSSES IN MY HOUSE

I WANT TO TAKE BACK FEELINGS
OF WHEN I HAD REGRETS
MAY GOD CAUSE THIS EMPTINESS
HELP ME NOW BEFORE IM DEAD

IF YOU CANT WAIT FOR ME
THEN I’LL JUST HELP MYSELF
THE KILLING JOKE BEHIND THIS ALL
IS GOD HAD KILLED THEMSELVES

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from Obituary, released April 20, 2019

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